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01 January, 2010, 00:34
Hey people.Thanks for everything eh. Hahaha, ya. After that long pause in life, i think i'm feeling better. But that day, those people came back again. I was damn scared that they will say something mean again. Hence, i went to hide inside the kitchen after serving. What if they say something again? What if i scold back and they laugh at me? I wasnt prepared enough for all those sarcasms. I backed out. Anyway, its 2010. I just have a simple wish. I hope everybody can see me in a normal light. No more insults, no more criticisms. This wish is hard to grant. I'm just wishing for the sake of wishing. So dont mind me, thanks. I'm prepared for school term already. Except for the homework part. I'm gonna bring my new schoolbag, clip up my fringe, and wear my thick black specs. Promise me you wont laugh, alright? D: 19 December, 2009, 01:11
The reason why i hesitated whether to join Superdog with you-know-who because she's goddamn pretty, and i'm super fugly.And hence, customers tend to compare the both of us. Obviously, she's much much better than me on the outside. And maybe, on the inside too. Just like what happened today. A group of guys came in and order food and of course, asked for her number. Ha, she didnt give la, but then. When i was squeezing more thrash into the thrashbin, somebody shouted behind "Eh! Siam la! I dont want to see you la, i want to see her!" Heh, i didnt know what to do. So i just moved lor. Then they started laughing and kept staring at her. She didnt like it, cos she was used to it already. I seriously feel like bursting into tears. Must they humiliate me? Must they do that in public? I dont mind if they just thought to themselves, i cant do anything. But hello, there were other customers who heard leh. I know i'm fugly, but i didnt know where to put my face. I was humiliated in public! Wtf la, hor. I'm so damn devastated now kay. Its like, was i able to choose to be born pretty or not? I DONT HAVE A CHOICE. I want to face the fact, but this is so difficult. Which means i have to accept others' humiliation. " 世上只有懒女人，没有丑女人。 " But i'm damn hardworking, why still look like shit? Ya, i know i'm ugly, i wear thick black specs, i got barghey, people laugh at me i also dont know. But can you all just be more kind and reduce those mean actions? Please? 13 December, 2009, 23:26
Hello hello.Wow, so many people hates me eh. I'm top-hated eh. Okay, fine! But why? Am i that bad? Really? How can i change? Is there any way i can change? Huh? Somebody, tell me please. Ya, i bitch. BUT! I NOT DESPO. Like, hello. Wtf. At least, i changed a bit already right? At least better than nothing! Right? Ya, i know i horse. Ya, i know i flat. Ya, i know i step. Ya, i know i suck. Ya, i know i ugly. Most important. Ya, i know i top-hated. Great, fine. Idc. Hate me with all your might. Hate me forever. Hate me. Hate me. HATE ME! See me in school next year, make your hatred grow. Ya. Kay. Take care peeps. BYE. 29 November, 2009, 21:14
Has 'death' ever flashed across your mind?Has it ever beckoned you to try itself? NEVER. It was so sudden when that appeared in mine. I felt that everybody despises me. Nobody likes me. I'm unwanted. When people whispers together in groups, i'll feel that they're gossipping about me. I know it. I'm sure. D: 21:04
If someone ever asks me to introduce myself, i'll tell him the following without further hesitation :I'm a bitchy slut without any good points. Let me describe myself from head to toe. -My hair is dry like some damaged broom. -My eyes are so tiny that you will have a difficult time finding my eyeballs. -My nose is flat and BIG. -My lips are dry and chapped. -My teeth are so bucked that its bulging my mouth. -My face is ... you-know-what. -My neck is as long as a giraffe's. -My body is flat flat flat. -My gait is super cannot-make-it. -My toes are so ... nevermind. Okay. Done. 16 November, 2009, 14:07
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